Sunday, July 17, 2005
OUCH! I have ulcers all over my mouth.But im still not refraining myself frm not eating this or that.Which is why I have an extra 2 ulcers when I woke up today.Cos I ate lychee which dada brought home ytd.Delicious.My mind is in a mess.Why? I dont know. Sometimes I feel like running far,far away from my life.Like pack my luggage & take my passport,heading to smwhere.Smwhere I dont know anyone so I can start anew.New life,new friends,new everything. A wish that can never be fulfilled.I shall continue to dream abt this day.Sigh.I do this for a reason.Have you ever wondered why I behaved this way?Why I say things this way?No? Okay forget it. Im slacking too much.Its never going to school & concentrating for the whole day.I always tell myself "after school,after school" Apparently the time never comes cos by the end of the day I would have been worn out already or I have something on.I freaking hate to feel this way. But the thing is I dont know what it is & why Im feeling this way.God i am confusing. I need to wake up & just concentrate on school.Like the most important time of my life.Think its okay to waste two months not going out and be a bookworm then can enjoy my life later after its all done. Pray for me ppl.Rmber me in yr prayers.okay wth was with the last two sentence? bullshit mann. Okay gotta go now.Until next time.Love*
dontspeakhardtoexplain at 12:23 PM
